circled around me..

i was browsing thru my music folder..
like a zillion songs but bukan sme dgr pon..
buwat berat lappy je..
lagi2 malay songs..rock kapak gitu..
huhuhu~

so..i found diz one song..
by carrie underwood..
and like give me some reflections..
hehe~

it says..

" There's some things that I regret,
Some words I wish had gone unsaid,
Some starts,
That had some better endings,
Been some bad times I've been through,
Damage I cannot undo,
Some things,
I wish I could do all all over again,
But it don't really matter,
Life gets that much harder,
It makes you that much stronger,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were,
Lessons learned. "

yes sangat byk things that i regret..
from frenship..families..self..studies..and even relationships..
but hey...lesson learned...
getting stronger...and think using d brain..
and im working on it..
frenships and families..well..lets just say..being more careful..and tuff
self and studies..still working on it...jangan malas athirah!
and relationships...ape yang sala kte da penah buwat..not to repeating it self...ape yg elok make it even better..we cant be perfect but try to be d best...and working things out as best as we could..together.

" And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
Everyday I wonder how I get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me,
I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for everytime,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned. "

yes..i gez ive cried too much..
but den i get up and slapped my face and say..
hey its not d end of d world!
and im grateful..coz it happened!
baru athirah berfikir dgn otak..

" There's mistakes that I have made,
Some chances I just threw away,
Some roads,
I never should've taken,
Been some signs I shouldn't see,
Hearts that I hurt needlessly,
Some roads,
That I wish I could have one more chance to make,
But it don't make no difference,
The past can't be rewritten,
You get the life you're given,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were,
Lessons learned. "

some things i gez i shouldnt do..
some feelings dat im not supposed to felt..
some thought that im not supposed to think..
and somtimes it felt like na turn beck time and work things out..
but now..i gez..no!..coz past is past..one in present that i cherish n future what i should foresee..

" And all the things that break you,
All the things that make you strong,
You can't change the past,
Cause it's gone,
And nothing's gotta go,
Because they are gone,
Lessons learned. "

everything happens for a reason..
i was into everything
disapointment
betrayed
crushed
cheated
fooled
heartbroken
broken into pieces..
but now..im just happy..
happy and happy..

with my 2 besties on my left and right..
with my yayang on my beck
with my families on my front..
and frens all around..
all circled around me..
it couldnt be mo happier..

cherishing every moment of it..

*muke athirah happy*

heee~
muahhhh! to the world!