me here!

my sacret place..
heee~
relaxing n peace from any other places..
but come from 12 to 5...
5 da starting to ramai org..org balek keje na workout..
but anyway..

i like it here..

=)

cuppies~

i ordered fo my brotha cuppies..
die and d gang na celeb dier frens bday...
i recommended cupcake dazzle..
my fave!..
not to sweet n just nice..for me..
n so i ordered for myself too..
tbe2 teringin na cuppies shida *d name of d cupcakes dazzle owner which turns out to be..we became frens..!..heheh*

good luck athirah..!!

www.cupcakedazzle.blogspot.com

''my precious''

my precious..
a huge jewelleries closet i called it..
aunty na kasi..
thank u auntyyy!

and i love ittt!

i loveee uu.!!

necklaces

bangles

earings

d dancing lil fella..


ouhh sgt suke...

weeee~

studying, gymming, studying, gymming...

loc: oldtown bangsar south
tga tunggu efie na lunch same2 ngan jermen..
and menahan nak weeweee..
cepatlaa efieee~...wuwuwuw..

na makan french toast..
cut cost sket..
na safe for sum reasons...
hehehe~
---------------------------------------------

im super bz rite now..
everyday i spend nearly 4 hours in d gym..
bukanlah workout 4 hours..gile nak kurus cepat tuh..haha
but i studied der..for 2 hours..yup kat sane ade meja and super selesa..ade bar..where dey sells drinks..all kind of drinks..foods...even drinks yg utk work out pon ade..
den working out for 1 and a half hour..and mandi2 another half an hour..
mandi air panas perghhh!..
ders one day i took 1 hour in d locker room..
taking myself a nice hot shower..
den into d steam room for about 10 minutes..
den slowly pampering myself with body lotion smbil borak2 ngan aunty annie yg tga wat report while waiting for coyote groove-a workout dance class...*yup wat report in d make up room..coz itu pon super selesa*..
den siap2 sme..
headed to either mcd or oldtown bangsar south..smbung study
and sumtime went down to starbux, bot myself a caramel machiato and sit der headfones on and studying italiano..sat der for d rest of d day..hehe~
all alone..
i drove all by myself der..
taking my 0wn sweet time.
hrtu i was like super tension..
with d papers..
with sum other things yg been kept inside for a long2 time..
with kejar mase nak basoh baju..
with d saket2 badan coz buwat weight lifting..
haihss...

but one good thing..
at d gym..all by myself,..
is super relaxing..
no stress..
d crews der sgt warm welcoming..
with smiles on d faces..
d trainers pon..
kacak tu belakang kire la kan..* ta ta yayang lagi emsem..*
n masok2 pintu je
'hello..hows ur day??..evrything went good?..is d mind n body all together?'
i smile and say..'god i wish..' hahaha
best!
one word..! im glad i get myself into dis place!!..yeahh~

ok as d word saying..
'in order people to respect u..u fes have to respect others..respect is to gain..'

dgn..
sound2 orang..spoiling other peoples mood..
spoiling other people's excitement..
by kutuk2 condemning right to d face on ape yg die dapat..
kutuk2 or condeming rite to d face on the doings which atleast dats what makes her happy..

dgn..
tonjol2 kepale orang..
pijak2 badan orang..
saying..'kaw ni besar ah..'
saying not-so-good things about d people dey love..
things that makes people near to u hurt d most..

dgn..
tak give n take..
nak take je..no giving..

things that i kept for a long time..
hurt, annoyed, embarassment..
all in 1..

one day..
burst out..
maybe at d wrong place at d wrong time..
d limit come to an end..

giving in too much..
and thats enuff..

for me..
i play by d game..
kalaw org bayek ngan kite..
kite bayek ngan org..
kalaw org bole lebey kurang ngan kite..
kte pon ble lebey kurang ngan org..
kalaw org ta berkire ngan kite
kite pon ta berkire ngan org..
kalaw org ckp elok2 ngan kte..kte elok2 ngan org..
nak tegur pon say nicely..nak condemn pon put it in a nice word..
kalaw org teriak tempelak ngan kite..
kalaw org wat taik ngan kite..
den paham2 la kan..

people respect us..
a thousand mo respect we give in return..

sabar..
but everyone has a limit..

anyway...
focus on d papers...

starting 6th d war begins!

watchout examhall watchout dtc!

work ur ass off athirah!

go go!

*da 2 hr ta gi gym..tonite na gi uma efie..for sleepover..and tomorro..a bz bz da-.wedding couzin efie..open hse kak kerry..and open hse didie....sunday plak balek uma..mama wat makan2 2nd round..for mama n papa's frens..and plus my fren juge..menu..spaghetti bolognese..and laksa johore!..yeah~..and for sure im gaining back a few pounds but by monday!..flushing away d fats off..must!*

go 10 on 30

s told befo..i found dis 1 huge card yg kiyot..
so i bot it utk emi.
on d 9th, went to 12th col n had lunch with efi, didie. jermen n moonir..
den kak atiq came n joined us crapping..n laughing and makan buah-ing..
den me, efie n jermen went to midval s i na print gmbar at Harvey's
den gi carik kek..n i found a small cute cake kat bread story..
balek2 kemas2 sket..n emi suda sampai..
we headed to cineleisure sbb die na bayo utang janji mamma mia..

mamma mia..best!
i was like singing2 all d way..
n emi..menguap je all d way..
hahhaha..
pegi toilet sampai 10 minit..heesh~
so not pierce brosnan..tp kiyot!
ehehe~ for a change die jadi chumey2 nyanyi2 chamtu..hee~

s i handed d card n d cake itu..
die pon teros melompat2 gembire sepeti..ta la lompat dlm keta kot..
hes happy..n me too.
im glad u like it..
heee~
on the card written..

the Top 10 Reasons why you're such a Special Person

10. You've got patience (checked)
9. You've got kindness (checked)
8. You've got personality (checked)
7. You've got humor (double checked)
6. You've got understanding (checked)
5. You've got intelligence (checked)
4. You've got great looks (checked)
3. You've got a wonderful smile (checked)
2. You've got character (checked)
and the NO.1 reason you're a special person..
...you love me !
(and i love you back !)

n i read a poem dat i wrote inside d card.
it goes like this..

Dear God, I know it's been a while
My life has been such a mess
I have not been able to smile
Because I was so depressed

But my pain is starting to ease
And my wounds are healing
Inside I feel this sudden peace
And I just love this new feeling

I think I might be in love
With some one that i know
He is all I ever think of
And I cannot let him go

I dream of him when I asleep
I think about him all day long
He is in my heart so deep
With every single love song

He feels the same about me
He told me so this morning
God I thank you so much
and he took my heart without warning

I am so happy I could cry
I am feeling completely whole
I no longer think about suicide
Because...he has changed my soul

=))

~

^-^

^_^

circled around me..

i was browsing thru my music folder..
like a zillion songs but bukan sme dgr pon..
buwat berat lappy je..
lagi2 malay songs..rock kapak gitu..
huhuhu~

so..i found diz one song..
by carrie underwood..
and like give me some reflections..
hehe~

it says..

" There's some things that I regret,
Some words I wish had gone unsaid,
Some starts,
That had some better endings,
Been some bad times I've been through,
Damage I cannot undo,
Some things,
I wish I could do all all over again,
But it don't really matter,
Life gets that much harder,
It makes you that much stronger,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were,
Lessons learned. "

yes sangat byk things that i regret..
from frenship..families..self..studies..and even relationships..
but hey...lesson learned...
getting stronger...and think using d brain..
and im working on it..
frenships and families..well..lets just say..being more careful..and tuff
self and studies..still working on it...jangan malas athirah!
and relationships...ape yang sala kte da penah buwat..not to repeating it self...ape yg elok make it even better..we cant be perfect but try to be d best...and working things out as best as we could..together.

" And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
Everyday I wonder how I get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me,
I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for everytime,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned. "

yes..i gez ive cried too much..
but den i get up and slapped my face and say..
hey its not d end of d world!
and im grateful..coz it happened!
baru athirah berfikir dgn otak..

" There's mistakes that I have made,
Some chances I just threw away,
Some roads,
I never should've taken,
Been some signs I shouldn't see,
Hearts that I hurt needlessly,
Some roads,
That I wish I could have one more chance to make,
But it don't make no difference,
The past can't be rewritten,
You get the life you're given,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were,
Lessons learned. "

some things i gez i shouldnt do..
some feelings dat im not supposed to felt..
some thought that im not supposed to think..
and somtimes it felt like na turn beck time and work things out..
but now..i gez..no!..coz past is past..one in present that i cherish n future what i should foresee..

" And all the things that break you,
All the things that make you strong,
You can't change the past,
Cause it's gone,
And nothing's gotta go,
Because they are gone,
Lessons learned. "

everything happens for a reason..
i was into everything
disapointment
betrayed
crushed
cheated
fooled
heartbroken
broken into pieces..
but now..im just happy..
happy and happy..

with my 2 besties on my left and right..
with my yayang on my beck
with my families on my front..
and frens all around..
all circled around me..
it couldnt be mo happier..

cherishing every moment of it..

*muke athirah happy*

heee~
muahhhh! to the world!

starfish~

sebab die starfish saye
dan saye matahari die~
ehe!
emi sang it for me..
and sangaaat suweet~
d song..d words..and d face..ehe!
and at the end of d song
die kate..
'its imposibble to find..but i find one!'..
saye blush blush and senyom sampai tinge..rase na jump jump!
muaaaahhh!

now na hafal and na nyanyi same2 dlm keta
whenever d song came out on d radio..
=)

its fall for you
by secondhand serenade
its autoplayed so wait till its load kay..muah!

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oohhh...

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

starry starry fish!
u make me heppy
^-^

happy birthday mai sayang~~

as mentioned..
saye order cupcakes fo my 2 besties..
yes~
pepagi bute pas sahur..
siap2 mandy..amek emi..n shoot off to cheras..
pick up sha si budak sekolah indon nie..sbb die na sgt pegi sekola meshia..heeshh~
so balek UM and went off to every class bersame budak sekola indo ini..
die maso class saye dan sengeh2 je..
patu bale uma..
snap2 pics..
and die tlg me wat assignment..bergune jugak budak sekola indon ni..
heheheh~



and by 2.30 shoot off to cyber..to pick up d cuppies.

mai bubbles . . sha blossom. . dat makes me..ehe!

*and satu agi emi punye tue*

on d way snap2 pics agie...

den pg upm na jumpe d bday gurl..
and bg d cuppies..
and die sgt happy!!

happy bday sayang!!!
semoga panjang umor mura rezeki.
weve been together fo years and years to come
suda grew big besame kamuw..
and wanna grow old beruban2 kerengkot2 pon besame kamu dan kamu..
ehhehe!
i lorve u so0o muc sayang!
kamu ber due top 2 di atie saye..!
ehe!

top 2 di ati saye ^-^

sayang sangat sangat sangaaaattt!~!!!

i love u gile gile pig sampai dead...ehehheh!
mmmmmuuuahhhhhh!!!!

09.09.

09.09
home. . OU. .kak long paradise cafe . . and a big smile. .
cuppies. . shop. . perfect dinner. . and a red teddy. .
plus acting like 2 ekor psychos yang kelaparan menunggu buka puase. .
huhu~

starts with. .
i ordered cuppies fo emi. .sha n mai.
picked up d day befo
so today we snap2 pics and makan!
*cuppies fo mai n sha il update later on.waiting fo another loadz of pics from sha-yang cam*





setelah itu..
ke OU!
scout fo gedik's bday pwezie.
tp couldnt find one. .
cham ta de idea na bg ape.
but we bot a card.
antie upload gmba die.
*sebab ta bagi agie..ehe!*
so instead since emi ngantok n kelaparan. .
ktorng dok tga2 dunie. .
smbil emi..konon2 kejam mate jee..
and ktorng comment2 orang2 yang lalu lalang.
again. . 2 psychos yang kelaparan. .
heee~

but tga jalan2. .
jumpe 1 bag chantek!
aaand dapat. .
thankiuuu mr snowman!.
ehehe~


den around 6++
drove to gombak.
i drive. . sbb emi nantok n lutot saket. org tue!.
ehe~
so 'why' sy punye! *name keta die coz d plate 'WHY'*
yes~!
to Kak Long Paradise Island Cafe. .
best. we sat in a small lil hut. n duduk bersila.
sgt cozy n lepak n .. privacy.
ordered. tomyam seafood . . telur dadar. . and ayam gajus. sedap gile.
3 dish pon kenyang gile. bloated!
da kenyang snap2 pics!







and befo balek.
saye dapat. .
a red card . . and a red teddy . . a red heart. .!
so 09 09 it is!
*senyom sampai tinge*
still tga pk na bg die name ape. .

shoot off..
before balek gi anta 'why' mandy kat carwash near my hse. .


n balek. .

i had a great day ever. .
with gelak-cham-orang-gile all d way. .
and im heppy. .
da lame ta rase cam nie. .
thankiuu die. .
ehe!
*tido senyom*

-->cham ta larat na tules panjang in detail coz penat. . penat gelak cham orang gile satu hari..huhu!

1 large coffee please.!

ehehe~
yup again i disappear..
huhuhu..

my 1 week mid term break
i stayed home..
nope..no net connection..
and half of the week i stayed at my rent hse..
yup..ereen-si-pompuan-gile-emo-drama telah bwk sekali modem..
so..no net conn jugak..!
huhuh..

this week starts with
menyiapkan ass-i-ments..
kerana athirah yang bengong..tak buwat mase cuti..
kerana mase bercuti...athirah really2 bercuti..
nganganga...
shopping...
muvies..
lepak-king..
itulah keje athirah..
yes!
so now kelam kabot wat ass-i-ment..
yes which me d lazy ass...hahhaha..

as im posting this..
im @ McD bangsar *as call as McDollah by agang*
i woke up early around 7 and tros shoot of to here..
finishing off what had left undone on my microb lab report..
lukis2 like numbers of viruses..
dem dem..
huhuhu!
yup..im alone ere okkay..
n i just felt like..
i was in d good old days..pg mcD bangsar n spend max 10 to 12 hours..
doing my thesis here..tgk bola..
sumtimes alone..with excellent wireless connection..and sumtimes di temani..
efie. jermen. azmi. and budak2 sengal yg tgk bola bising2 n emo2 but at the end of d day jadi geng cos dey oso f*** MU..ngangnanga..sorry red fans..-->o gosh gez sombody's face turned red..hahahha..
with a cup of large black coffee yg di refill brape kali..
large fries OR 6 pieces of nuggets..OR sumtimes chicken mcdeluxe *only when im superstarving..*finger-crossed behind* ..and it OR okkay..hehehe

smbil2 tu webby with my lil brotha..and shanaz syg..
der r days where i went out in d middle of d nite like 2 am..
drove alone to ere..spend d rest of d nite here..siapkan dat piece of crap..
mase tu ta ingt bahaye ke ape ke..
and no one to put a say on me pon..
hehehe~

huhu..der goes..McDollah bangsar sgt berjase pada saye..
ehheheheh!

now s fo my *insyallah* final sem..
mari menghabiskan sisa2 wat ass-i-ments @ mcDollah bangsar..
ehehhehe!

ok dah!
sambung melukes!
toodles folks..

muahhh!

..and take it to a whisper...

a word of wisdom from efie @ ym:

efie: u know what
efie: when we trust in faith
efie: n fate
efie: we will always be rewarded by happiness
efie: no matter sooner or later
efie: no matter how hard to for us to get thru
efie: no matter how far it is to reach

its..SAY IT AGAIN..by marie digby..
even d vidclip is soo dem cute..
chomey~
ehehhe~
shes pweety pweety..

sangat na balaja gitar lagu ni..
chanaz..aja...

so here goes..

every word has every meaning..atleast to me..
so kamu!..kene bace..kalaw ta..siap!
=)

*please do click on d clip..n tgk..ta0 ta0..*

The thing about love
Is i never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there`s a voice inside my heart that`s got me wondering
Is this true, i want to hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i`m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It`s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you`re in love
Say it again

Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there`s no end in sight
The thing about me is that i really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i`m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It`s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you`re in love

And it feels like it`s the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i`m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It`s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you`re in love
Say it again

When you tell me you`re in love�
Say it again

nyanyi kuwat2. . jum efie jum!

=)

i will fly~

dis is a song..
sang my bestest besties..for her syg syg 'afi' on his birthday 140208
and sedap laguw die..
and shahnaz nyanyi sangat sedap.!
suke! suke!
if tga gloomy or rinduw kat shahnaz.
i nyanyi lagu nie.
and kadang kadang na nanges..
rinduw sangat.
smlm shahnaz call.
and tanya khabar.
she sangat concern. about me. called all d way dari kampong kat makassar.
shes a doctor for my heart.

dah download lagu ni.
and convert it into mp3
and assign ringtone.
and dgr beshfwen saye nyanyi selalu~
and rindu2 mati.

shanaz.
aku rindu bangat same kamuw.
lekas2 pulang.
dont wury.
my heart sedey. tp teros bayek dapat ubat dari kamuw.
ehe!

laguw ni besh.
mend my heart. whenever it blues.
*eventho its not dedicated fo me*
tapi bangga sbb shanaz kawan saye sampai mati nyanyi sedap!

shanaz.
cepat2 pulang!
saye rinduw kamuw sangat2.
balek nad kite riang ria berhari raya bersame-same.
ea sayang ea.

so here it goes.
a shahnaz version.
and die angel saye!
*auto played is d original singer*

nyanyi same2 jum jum!

Ten2Five – I Will Fly

You know all the things I’ve said
You know all the things that we have done
And things I gave to you
there’s no chance for me to say
How precious you are in my life
And you know that is true

To be with you is all that I need
‘cause with you my life seems brighter
and these are all the things I wanna say, hey

I will fly into your arms
And be with you to the end of time
Why are you so far away
You know it’s very hard for me to get my self close to you

You’re the reason why I stay
You’re the one who can not believe
Our love will never end
Is it only in my dream ?
You’re the one who can not see this
How could you be so blind

To be with you is all that I need
‘cause with you my life seems brighter
And these are all the things I wanna say, hey

sayang kamuw gile bangat~!

missy missy~

saje na upload pics ktorng
while waiting fo wina to meet ijam.
after class.
muke2 lapor.




. . . n . . .

=)

actually na post pasal ni da lame..
just ta dpt pics from efie lagie..
now da dapat..

kesahnye..
went to OU ngan efie, jermen n pijan..
konon2 na tgk sepi.
tapi sepi da hbs.
both TGV n GSC
menchi! menchi!
patu ingt na tgk cite laen..
tapi si pijan sengal telah menjadi devil..
and hasot ktorng ta ya tgk muvie.
and so went off to konon2 na gi Murni..
sekali tutop..patu na gi William...
patu sesat..
harapkan si mamat gile tu mmg sampai ke johor sesatnye..
dok melalak lagu dlm keta akuw.
pijan lenkali aku tinggal je kaw kat tepi jalan!.
buwek!.

so end up ktorng gi uptown lame je.
den jep tags along.
die dgn bawu balek keje.
like budak mrsm..
ahhahah!

den makan2...
and snap2 pics~

mat bunge~..ehhee!

j..r u ok?

drama king~

uhukuhuk. .tersedak!

efie sayang + gedik

pijan si gile~ n worst co-pilot ever..yeak yeak..

brotha jeppo

lalalala~

now this is what i call..tembolok naga!

and dats d end of d day out with those 4 chipmunks!
it was fun tho..