shyte

sooo fucking upset

leave me alone

to all single man out there!

please do watch this VC
as it makes me amazed and ROTFL in the office!
so single man out there..

watch !

ahhahahah!

enjoy~

=)

this post is meant for kak kerry~

akaaaakkkk~
desktop ira pon da chantekk..
pftttttttttt~!
ehheheeh!
nananananana~

=P

yikess!

see..

a lil white pigeon told me..

that sombody..still not over the '1001 bedtime story'..

hmmm...let me see..

well~

'desperate people..comes..with desperate measures!'

rite peeps?

pathetic...

yikes!

hahahahhahah~!

(^-^)

heee~

-end-

hahaha~

as i expected.

the boom!

meletup sme benda..

anyway..

say tak na bitching in d blog..
but i was not the one who started the whole wide world story in blog in d first place..im totally positive about that..*checked d posting*
but in the other hand..instead bitching in d fb..hentam org belakang2..
sgtla mature n tak bitchy..

if u think i sibuk and dengki..funny..
blame d people that told us..bukan ktorng pegi sibok2 tny..'eh dia ape citer a?'
tak de kuase..

sumthng like..jgn pura2 happy..making a fool of myself..
mmg ktorng happy..
as i say..theres up and down..gadoo..sape kate tak gado..mane ade relationship tak gado.
azmi mmg marah2..biasela..i oso marah..lagi teruk kot..kan?..kalaw i salah..marahla..kalaw die salah..i marah..tak tao sape salah pon..marah..haha..but honestly..emi tak penah tempik tempelak like how my exbf did to me before..thank god for that..
tarik muke..merengus2..bebel...
biase la..but we make up..and date macam org baru bercinta..kan?kan?
itu biase..alah ktorng baru lagi..still learning and developing..
like i said..i dont know what lies in future for us..but we selalu hope n tell each other that how we want this to be a happy ending..
but plus..
pictures tells it all..dont u think so?better keep scrolling down until the end of the page..heheh~
but i tink..it may sound a lil bit..jealous..m i right?

azmi said to me..'yang..api tak kan nak lawan ngan api..biar je org nak panggil awk ape ke..sukatila..'

so..
sukati la wakk..

as far as im concern..i wasnt being harsh in anyway..kalaw sendri terasa..tak tao la..and i wasnt even calling names or whutsoever not..but i noe u guys have been calling me names..rite? well..obviously..

by the time..i blurted out abt it..the relationship was oredy done with...yes..maybe it make things from bad to worst..my mistake..but come to think of it..it wasnt the main issue..rite?

like azmi said..kalaw tak betol..kenape nak melatah..we heard from people..just tell us off..'what u guys heard is wrong..' habes cerite...baek2 kte niat elok..terus jd benci..hmm~

lagi disheartening is..those thats not even in d pics pon..called me al kind of names..but i totally understand..coz dey r much more closer to her..if i was in d situation pun i probably terase tempiasnye..

so dis im saying..
i dont..no..we dont want to even know abt anything to do with whoever it may concern..
people tak perlu cite2 kat ktorng..coz..we dont want to even listen..n hear abt it..
keep it to urself..
coz now its lik a wake-up call..that..we make troubles out if this..to ourselves..
so ya..if u guys na call me names..go ahead..
if u want to buang i jauh2 pon..not a so call friend anymore..its ok.
im done with this.

tata. =)

putting my foot down.

heyya peeps!
been quite sometime since my last update..
been bz..n just not in d mood..
so!
i have a row of new posts..and let me have u guys start with this one..
here me out.

if u happen to have a friend.
and somehow u knew that somethings not good has been going behind their back.
what would u do?
-keeping quiet, hold on into it.and let whatever happen to be..?
-or u tell em off directly?for their good sake.

well, i was in the situation.. we are in a circle of friends.her friends happen to be my friends.(atleast that was my thot).but how close the 'friendship' was..well let just say it base on individual interpretation.

i for one knew about 'the behind-scene stories' took pity.
but y?

i had been thru this like a zillion times. with my previous relationships. been hurt really badly..really really badly for all kind of reasons..cheated.betrayed.rejected.even humiliated...everything..name it.

my first thought was..putting myself in her shoes..i pon perempuan..so..i totally understand how it would probably feels like. despite of what happen in the past.
ive literally 'seen' how much love and effort she put for him. believe me..been there done that. loving with all our hearts, putting effort to make the relationship works..but at the end of the day. i was the one being hurt like crazy..not worth it..at all..
same goes here.i feel.. it really hurt being hurt. so i was totally kesian and oso marah for the situation as i tink she shouldnt have to face all this.

honestly. i wasnt having any intention or plan to tell her off. i knew it for quite somtime.but i stayed quiet. but somehow..i admit. i accidently blurt it out from my chest..not to her..but to a friend of ours..

i wasnt meant on any harm..even more harm..its not my intention of ruining any friendship. relationship and even making things from bad to worst. honestly. i dont.

but somehow it is. without my expectation. i admit im wrong for blurted out. but.
what i heard..is what i blurt.
believe or not to believe..its up to em.

all im saying is..even me myself..when kte buwat salah..somtimes..when people ask straight to our face..we just dont want to admit it..and that is that.

ive been putting alot of thinking..well actually deciding to even date someone...i really consider of what my 'friends' would say or think..but in this case...despite of the circle of friends..and my intention has been taken badly..so as the title says..
i put my foot down..and say it here:

ive turn to my 2nd thot..which is..'I couldnt care less anymore'
as i said befo...it really hurt being hurt..
but!
if u ONCE hurt someone REALLY bad..
then!
it suits u well!..REALLY well!!

what goes around..comes around..
what goes up!..must come down!
its karma.

i was been fired..from every corner..putting blame onto me..i said a zillion sorries..
but..now..i dont care whatever people want to think or say.about me..hate me..or calling me names..or whatsoever not..
coz i know myself..and only god knows my intention was..

i never involve in this coz it wasnt my bussiness..at least at first!....but now..my advice is..(as im in this kind of situation oso)..if u dont want..ur previous relationships to bother u or whatsoever..pay off any 'DEBTS' or anything..and get over with..trust me..it works..!..if ta na..well maybe he can let u be..but answer it later days..not to him...to Him...and honestly..its kinda funny coz obviously, insecure wasnt in my dictionary..regardless u are in it or not..coz i think u can see why..

as far as im concern..
my relationship with him is happy, fun and joy.
it helps when we get the blessing from the FAMILY.
his family welcome me with warm and opened arms. and so do mine.
we now have 2 mamas, 1 abah, 1 papa, 1 kakak, 1 abang, 2 lil brothers. and a lil sister..
we support each other,
we motivate each other,
we appreciate each other,
we BE with each other through thick n thin.
of coz there's up and down. gadoo..sape kate tak gado..
but we overcome them..its part and parcel of relationship right..
only that we discover our mistakes, weeknesses, and try what ever it takes to strenghten and make the relationship works well.

i dont know what lies for us ahead..
but everday i hope n pray to god..
that it would have a happy ending.
amin.

so der it is..
lega..
i dont want to talk or even mention about this ever.

and i dont care anything about others..
happy..im happy for em..
tapi kalaw nak tunggang tebalik ke..sukatila..
al im concern is..
-my family
-sha .mai..my 2 besties sampai mati..ta penah ade kawan macam dey both!...
-khairil azmi..
-azmi's family.
-and true friends..that i only know!

other than that..
friends. fulstop.

'bigg hugeee grin*

wtf??!!

ok
i was driving back from ttdi with my sister..
and i played my cd with all my favorite driving songs..
and my 6 cut was
'this is real this is me' by demi lovato..
i was singging..(coz i like dis lagu soo much)
and tbe2 my sister said..
'kak semalam concert new year..suki oam nyanyi lagu ni..
ok tu ok lagi..wait for the next line..
'tapi in BM..ye die translate..sgt suck!'

before that..i mmg ta suke malaysian singers translate2 english songs ke..japanese ke korean ke..
kalaw wording die sedap tak pe jugak..ni tak kene langsung..somtime it doesnt even rhyme..winter sonata tu..what was it in BM?
..sonata musim salju..yes..direct translation?..ha..itu ok la..so so la..tp yg laen2..sumpah buruk..hate it..big time!

so back to 'sucky' song..
i havent heard so went beck..i teros youtube d song..'suki-siapaku'
and honestly..
cham shit!..Fuck!..mind the language..
beb wa paleng ta suke org tukar2 wa punye favorite song beb..nak kene kee?
hahha
but seriously..i curse dat song like crazy..

first..aku mmg tak suke suki..super ta suke..coz to me..she dont deserve to win in d first place..d voice is ok..ta de benda yg wow pon..adik aku pon nyanyi lagi sedap..

secondly..aku bertambah2 tak suke..coz she go n copy the song..and change the wordings..which is horrible..terrible..dear god please....and dat song was my favorite all time..suka-suki je nak ciplak2 ea..dont u hav ur own orginal number..or u just have zero idea..duhhh~

ok i dont care whatever purposes dey translate it to BM..for disney channel ke ape..kenape mesti suki?..bukan a teenage icon kat malaysia pon..and even kalaw nak jugak translate BM..tolongla let the word rhyme..

so senang cite..
i hate suki even more n more..
yeahhh!

emo gile athirah..muahhahahha!
memanglaa..favorite song akuuuuuu~
aaaaaaaaa~
hahhaha!

ouh n see this..



its by the philipines..atleast die tak go change the wording and translate it..
now this is cool..

p/s : me n yaya asek gelak gile2..when she sing d last word..siapakuuuuu...and ktorng jawab..kaw suckkiiiiii...hahahhaha!

5 seconds

i just love spending time.crapping up.mushy gushy.hug.merajok.eat...with u!

nyummie~

teringin makan laksa lagi..
yayangg na laksa...
d last time pegi makan dgn azmi..
hes not a big fan of laksa..
but he layan je i na makan..
he terpaksa makan benda laen..
siannn die..~
antie sy banje makan ea..
tunggu next month sy dpt gaji..!
weeeeeeeeeeehoo!

hair makeover~

da lame pic ni dlm fon emi.

so tatadadaaa~

transformation of thira's hair into a poodle-like...

hahhaha!

menjadi ini... tatadaaaa~

mase buat buruk nye...

thank god it turns out to be expected..
yippeee!

weekender~

i would elaborate mo on how my weekend went..
coz pics kat dlm fon emi..
n kat ija..

il update bout it soon...

but heres a gist of mostly evrything..

1. marcus evans 1st f2f interview-did ok i guess..thanks to emi sbb tmnkan..hehehe~
2. sukan bank rakyat~
3. futsal batch staroba...
4. my weeweee problem...
5. the get together.
6. netball~

i ges thats basically it..

so itu KIV dlu ea..

butterflies~

its 5.48 am..
i dozed off early lasnite so i could get up early n study fo d interview today..
but now..suda sleepy balek...~

yayang suda pasti still in his comforter..
n i wouldnt wanna wake him up..sbb karang die jadi driver..
so let him rest a lil bit longer..
hehehe~

im gonna shoot off early say around 7 plus..
s kami kene meredah jam yg banyak...
im going fo the interview at marcus evans in jln sultan ismail..
i wasnt that familiar with the road n stuff...so let the king of kl.so called..drive..huhu..

tomorro supposely im gonna be a volunteer in some sport event in UM..thanks to mirza..
but i probably gonna have another interview with astro..
sooo..

let tomorro decides..
hehe~

but as for today..

interview..pastu..dating..!!
yippeee!..

hunt hunt hunt ~

yes..
im job hunting like gila
i need to start working A.S.A.P
i need to start a career..as in now!
tarik nafas....fuhhh~

10 new post..amek kaw!

after quite somtime havent got d chance into d net..
amek kaw..10 post!
hehehhe~
im in a hurry..
so ta le elaborate byk on d stories..
d picture tells it all..hehe~

toodles.!

sambal..

cooking sambal fo si mamat itu..

wedding bells..counting d days..

my cousin's getting married dis friday..
so bz bz at home..!
heee~

his sacred place..

hes sacred place indeed..
taken from his phone..
his new sacred chair..
kononnye sgt comfy..
and he bot a frame for d photo i gave him..
weeeee~
now im watching u...*creepy kan..*

d last paper..

d last paper indeed...
study group was a success..it help a lot..trust me..!
havent slept..
and thank god it didnt went blurred..
so i tink i did ok..
hope i get a good one...
but susa since its a repeat paper..wuwuwu...
but i struggle hard for it..
fingers crossed!

she's okkay~

baby tiara suda sehat...
signal light die rosak..
some shot circuit i supposed..
but shes alrite now..
weeee..~




and ders another tiara rosak jugak..no die ta rosak..just she made d temperature gauge..like mine..hehee..