shes 22..

24th december 2008~
my bestie-sampai-mati bday
and she akhirnye turns 22...
(dem aku suda mao 23 da..kaw baru 22 sayang??....heeshh~)

knew her since we were 7..
same2 naek bus uncle pegi sekolah...
pagi2 pukul 6.30 uncle will pick me up dlu..den baru amek shanaz..
tapi sha pandai..mase darjah 6 die class first and aku class second..
mase aku ade crush on helmi (budak futbal)..sha suke ejek2 aku..
'help me ke helmi'..hahah...i still remember..
hari jumaat selalu tunggu bus uncle same2..berderet beg sekolah..konon2 ikot turn nak naek bus..
shanaz dlu librarian..and dekat sekolah agama..die pengawas..
tusyen pon same..
bahagia tusyen center...mr lawrence yg sgt best..dan suke bagi lawak2 kotor..

but then as we finished our primary days..
aku pegi boarding skul..dan shanaz pegi CBN..
so we fell apart..wuwuwu~
tapi shanaz budak pandai..and so she futhered into mrsm kuala pilah..
still distance apart..
tp kalaw balek kadang2 jumpe je..
as rumah pon dekat2..

den mase darjah 4..met mai..
dlu tak brape ngam ngan mai..
penah je gadoh2..ala budak2..
tapi at the end..jadi SANGAT sangat sayang sekarang..!

den after secondary..kami 3-3 dpt matrix..
tot na dpt same2..ingt lagi ktorng call each other..but den as mai said aku same matrik ngan die..
aku jerit like crazy!...yippeeeeeeeeeee!!..
tapi sha kat kmns...
jauh lagi!...
urghhhh!

after matrik...time fo uni..!
spm..results are out..sha n mai..hebat..!..
mai manage to get into upm..
and now its me n sha pulak same..um!..yipppeee!
but then turns out she decided to further medicine in indonesia..
sob.sob..sob..~

shanaz..shes just d sweetest creature god ever created...
shes like the sunshine in the morning..
the rainbow after the rain..
and the stars in the dark nite...
she never pull me down in any circumstances..
kalaw pegi shopping and i tried on a pair of jeans and said'
''shit...bontot aku besar la sha...hukhukhukk..nampak gemokk..'
and felt extremely frustrated coz i really lik d jeans..
she'l say..'ta la..bontot besar la best!'..hehhe.and we laugh!
always naikkan semangat aku whenever aku sedey..kecewa..and all those miserable thing~
thank u sayang~
shes d only one yg bole buat aku nanges2 gile2 just becoz i miss her like a lot!
sumtimes when im down..il cried and say..'nak shanaz..!!~~'
coz she just spell out the right word..and buwat hati aku lega..
*sayang..ta caye tanye jep..der is once in his car..heheh~*

we will always be with each other..
and anak2 kite..pon akan jadi besties macam kite juge..
kan sayang??
(tapi ofcos mai kawen dlu..patu kaw..patu baru aku..heheh)

sayang..
i wanna wish u..
a happy happy wonderful birthday..
u r one of d greatest thing that ever happen to me..
and im grateful to ever know you..love u..and grow old with you nanti..
may all the love and greatness in life revolves around you..
sayang kaw gila gila sampai mati..!
muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!

eventho we are far apart..
but we know
we are always in each others heart..
tira::sha::mai..
besties sampai mati..

happy birthday mai sayang~~

as mentioned..
saye order cupcakes fo my 2 besties..
yes~
pepagi bute pas sahur..
siap2 mandy..amek emi..n shoot off to cheras..
pick up sha si budak sekolah indon nie..sbb die na sgt pegi sekola meshia..heeshh~
so balek UM and went off to every class bersame budak sekola indo ini..
die maso class saye dan sengeh2 je..
patu bale uma..
snap2 pics..
and die tlg me wat assignment..bergune jugak budak sekola indon ni..
heheheh~



and by 2.30 shoot off to cyber..to pick up d cuppies.

mai bubbles . . sha blossom. . dat makes me..ehe!

*and satu agi emi punye tue*

on d way snap2 pics agie...

den pg upm na jumpe d bday gurl..
and bg d cuppies..
and die sgt happy!!

happy bday sayang!!!
semoga panjang umor mura rezeki.
weve been together fo years and years to come
suda grew big besame kamuw..
and wanna grow old beruban2 kerengkot2 pon besame kamu dan kamu..
ehhehe!
i lorve u so0o muc sayang!
kamu ber due top 2 di atie saye..!
ehe!

top 2 di ati saye ^-^

sayang sangat sangat sangaaaattt!~!!!

i love u gile gile pig sampai dead...ehehheh!
mmmmmuuuahhhhhh!!!!

sayang saye da baleeeeeeeeekkk!

sha-yang saye da balekkk!
as i get the msg..
die da balek..
teros i pinjam phone mimi..
n called..

'yangg kaw da ade kat meshiaaa keeeee???'

and teros i nanes..
sebab sgt happy!
mimi kate..'tears of joy'

yaaa..sbb al dis while..d tears of pain is only been storied from far..
die kat makassar...sy nanes2 sedey2 di sini..
and just imagining dat im hugging her so0 tite..
tp skang die da ade kat meshia!
ble hug hug tite tite..
weeeee!

sha.. im sooo sooo dem happy kaw da ade kat meshia..
antie kte hang out2 ea...
me. . u. . mai. . n a huge bowl of lychee..
ehehe..
and so much to tell..
hehehe...!

i love u yang!
so0o much~

c u soon!!
muahh!

i will fly~

dis is a song..
sang my bestest besties..for her syg syg 'afi' on his birthday 140208
and sedap laguw die..
and shahnaz nyanyi sangat sedap.!
suke! suke!
if tga gloomy or rinduw kat shahnaz.
i nyanyi lagu nie.
and kadang kadang na nanges..
rinduw sangat.
smlm shahnaz call.
and tanya khabar.
she sangat concern. about me. called all d way dari kampong kat makassar.
shes a doctor for my heart.

dah download lagu ni.
and convert it into mp3
and assign ringtone.
and dgr beshfwen saye nyanyi selalu~
and rindu2 mati.

shanaz.
aku rindu bangat same kamuw.
lekas2 pulang.
dont wury.
my heart sedey. tp teros bayek dapat ubat dari kamuw.
ehe!

laguw ni besh.
mend my heart. whenever it blues.
*eventho its not dedicated fo me*
tapi bangga sbb shanaz kawan saye sampai mati nyanyi sedap!

shanaz.
cepat2 pulang!
saye rinduw kamuw sangat2.
balek nad kite riang ria berhari raya bersame-same.
ea sayang ea.

so here it goes.
a shahnaz version.
and die angel saye!
*auto played is d original singer*

nyanyi same2 jum jum!

Ten2Five – I Will Fly

You know all the things I’ve said
You know all the things that we have done
And things I gave to you
there’s no chance for me to say
How precious you are in my life
And you know that is true

To be with you is all that I need
‘cause with you my life seems brighter
and these are all the things I wanna say, hey

I will fly into your arms
And be with you to the end of time
Why are you so far away
You know it’s very hard for me to get my self close to you

You’re the reason why I stay
You’re the one who can not believe
Our love will never end
Is it only in my dream ?
You’re the one who can not see this
How could you be so blind

To be with you is all that I need
‘cause with you my life seems brighter
And these are all the things I wanna say, hey

sayang kamuw gile bangat~!

i miss u loike hell~

missing em both..
sangat2...sangaaaaaaaaaaaaaaattt!

aku chenta mati..sayang. kamu bangat2...

Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone,
Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?


Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will


lorve u like..FOREVER!!

we misch u so much...sha~yang

i misch u so so so dem much..shayang...
mish ie sangat2..
rase mcm na nangis...
hukhuk..
u n mai were always der fo me...
not like sum *** which i thot were my frens tp blkng pk buruk pasal kte kan?..

sayang...
i dont think i olredy find one decent guy...huhu..i thot i did..but... gez i dont..huhu..
but its ok..
i knoe ill find 1 1 day..
with prayers from u gurls who always wants me to be happy..
and i am..with or without a m.a.l.e..
but without u both...i m sure not...hukhuk...

sayang..
i got to do my practical kat institute of public health...@bangsar
eheee!
with ain kecik, ain tinggi, wina and mok..
tp wina na wat kt tmpt lain pulak..so rase incomplete sorng..hukhuk..
mok is d only guy...bisa memghiburkan hati kami...hehee...

sayang...
lekas2 pulang deyh...
missing u loike hell~
so much story to tell...
hukhuk...

yang yang..
antie balik bwk kasot byk2 taw..
and bags...taw taw..eheee!
kasut my size same ngan mai..
wait wait...bukan kte 3 same size ke..
eheee!
and sayang...kalaw ader chowok2 ganteng ala2 nicho saputra bwk pulang sekali deh ya...
eheee!

god we mish u soo much...
ta sabar2 kamu pulang..
antie kte star gazing..with a huge bowl of laici..huge cup of Dasz...chips...and a whole nite of talking and giggling..
uh uh and plus!
sunway..genting...skates...wall climbing...sama2 ya..
and and...no GUYS allowed..
ckp itu sama zaem and jep..ahahha..
i no hal..ta de yang akan mengekor..eheee!

sayang..
lekas2 pulang deh ya..
hope ure okkay der ayang.
be happy always ya...
remember we love u sooo much...
muuuuuuuuaaaaahhhhh!

lots of love..
from d both of us

tra mai!

sayang..sayang..sayang..

missing my sayang..sayang..
sha n mai..
miss em soo much...

been ym-ing..to sha like mostly everyday..
been talking to mai..s shes in unstable condition..
i lorve u both soo much taw taw...

known dem since like..forever..dr primary 1..
membesar same2.

never gado2 perang2 dunia ketiga..
gado tyme kechik2 tu biase la..sket2..

ingt lagi dlu..gado ngan mai..mase sekolah agama..
coz she da ade new fren..amirah nadia..anak ustaz..n i was left bile time recess..or pg toilet..(kecik2 dlu gi toilet pon ajak besfren...nta pape ek..hahaha...klaka3)..
ngan sha..slalu rase rendah diri when im wit her..shes pretty..sweet..manje...shes evry dak2 laki (skolah lah at dat time kan)..ever wanted...sme yg suke die sme best2..heeee...shes d goddess...
even now she still is...gorgeous goddess...heeee....
even i slalu felt so tiny when im wit her..she always der to boost me up..levels up my confidence..kalaw pg shopping dlu2.time shes in kl..bile i tried on sum pants..'alaa gemokk..xnaakk.''...n shel say..'mane ade la...kaw nie..ok la..chantek la..n blablabla'..never let me down..dats y sgt2 syg her...
even im goin thru my had tyme..d most crucial suckest tyme in my life..
she der fo me..even shes jauhhhh sangaaaaattt...
aku sangat sayang kaw sha...sayang sangat2...

mai...
if kaw ade problem..jangan la takot2 carik akuw...kay...
yesterday she went mane2 nta..sbb gado ngan bf die zaem..
zaem called me ckp she hilang..n i worried sick about her..dat time ade mlm penghargaan artis..i ran out from d hall n call her zillion times..lastly she picked up..
'mai..mane kaw nie...'..shes at d cm..hei gile taw x tempat tuh bahaye!..geram taw ak budak nie...
i bebel kat die..nape x carik akuw mai..mara taw...i come run to u..
n she said..'alaaa..kaw kan ade pijan..'..im like..what the fishh?
for god sake..ape pijannye...akuw ngan die xde pape la..ni keje si sha ngan jep je..menchucok2..
im not into anybody kay...make dat clear...
aku da xde commitment lain daaa..
im happy i even broke up taw...
coz i can focus on u gurls now..i can be with u 110% when u needed me..
kaw jgnlah wat foolish2 thing lagie...just ring me..
n ILL BE FOREVER WITH U SYG...
taw taw taw...
akuw sgt sayang kamu dua org...
sumtimes rase na nangis sbb rinduw sgt kat korng...u gurls were d only one dat really2 understands me..n aku ble share evrythng ngan korg..everythng..
n u gurls gave de bestest advice n comforts..
I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUU..

u gurls were d besties frens ever to be honest..
ive known like a zillion of people..
sum r baek..but i cant share everythng wit em..
sum r baek..but dey just dont understand me..
sum r well...diam diam bitches..n hurt me when i wasnt even tink dey would..

never gonna lose u..

mai..sayang..
kalaw ader problem..carik aku pleaseee...jgn la tahan sorng2 kay...im here fo u taw...
sha..sayang...
u dun worry bout me..i wont fall for some stupid guy anymo kay...aku suda strong skrng...

aku sayang and care korang sangat3 taw...
and no guy can ever ever ever come n take dat away okay...
no guy can ever ever ever can come in between us...
i love u like hell taw...
ure everythng to me..

cham lagu itu destiny's child
im ure girl..ure my girl..we'r ure girls
dont u know dat i love u!

goshh..rase cam na nangis..missing u both soo much..

sayang kamu org sangat2

dedicate ini utk kamuw berdua...

No One by Alicia Keys

I just want you close where you can stay forever you can be sure that it will only get better You and me together, Through the days and nights I don't worry cause, everything gonna be alright People keep talking, they can say what they like but all I know is everything's gonna be alright.

No one, no one, no one,
can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one can get in the way of what I feel for you
you, you,
can get it the way of what I feel for you.

When the rain is pouring down and my heart is hurting you will always be around this I know, for certain
you and me together, through the days and nights
I don't worry cause, every things gonna be alright
People keep talking, they can say what they like
but all I know is that every things gonna be alright.

No one, no one, no one,
can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one can get in the way of what I feel for you
you, you,
can get it the way of what I feel for you.

I know some people search the world to Find , something like what we have I know people will try, try to define something so real so till the end of time I'm telling you that no one

No one,no none
can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one,no one,no one can get in the way of what I feel for you

I LOOOVEEEEE YOUUU SOOOOO MUUUCCCCCCHHHHHH

SHAHNAZ<--LOVE-->ATHIRAH<--LOVE-->MAIZATUL..


BESTIES FOREVER!!!...